So Sad





I wore this to work today paired with a denim jacket.  Going out the door, I thought I looked pretty decent.  I didn’t take this picture until after work.  What I see in this picture is gut wrenching.  My goodness, how did I ever think I was looked decent. 

I know some outfits hide and disguise things better than others, but this is just ridiculous!  I am extremely hard on myself and that is never going to change.  What I have done to myself and allowed myself to become is not acceptable. 

This outfit, rather than the one posted prior to this should be the motivational outfit.  If I think I am okay to stay in the place physically, mentally and emotionally, let me tell you, a switch has been flipped.  

I don't know what my game plan is at the moment.  I will figure it out with grace and determination to change.  I have something stack against me - age and a slowed metabolism, not to mention a lazy way of life.  Big surprise that I am saddened by my current state of my body.   

Now is the time to change my behaviour and to be accountable to a leaner and more content me.  

Stay tuned for tomorrow's outfit and some of the healthy choices I'm making! 

Until next time, 

~Tammy 



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